Undecided...

Should i go to the camp???haiz...
Well, the camp i mentioned is an activity organized by first aid society..
"First Aider in Every Home"
I really feel like wan to go that camp, b4 this i have decided to go. What i'm worrying is, i have to go for third injection for uterus cancer prevention thingy. my injection date is on 23rd Oct (fri).
The camp organized by first aid falls on 24,25 Oct( sat& sun)...
tat means if i wan to go to the camp, i have to go back klang on thurs and come kampar again on fri...have to skip classes + mayb will have transport prob going back. should be surely will hav prob....
haiz....
if not...cannot go to this camp liao...
i feel like going to this camp is bcoz...
first of all, i have been a long time didn't join camp already..
i wan to play flying fox, kayaking...
i also never try camp fire b4...
It will be nice i guess...
furthermore is organized by first aid society....
i can learn some basic first aid things during the talks too...
Although next yr they still will organize "First aider in every home" again..but won't be combine with camp again...i don't feel to miss this chance...somehow i will regret in future i think...
haiz...... And i havent ask my mom...i knew tat once asked, tat means no need to go already..coz wan to go this camp....i'm creating trouble to myself...haizz...but have to sacrifice something in order to get another thing right...
At first i already decided wan to go...now i'm in dilemma again coz my frens seems like might not go already...
My decision is somehow affected now..thinking should i just go...any other prob..later on only solve...or dont go le...haizz....if the injection appointment dont fall on the same week..i surely will go...haiz...
must decide as soon as possible le...thinking of this weekend go back klang only think again...depends on how many participants have confirmed...limited places...
应该理智点，还是跟着感觉走呢???

还是不要想那么多了....考试重要些。。。

我要从新出发了。。。颓废了那么久，是时候认真准备考试了！！！
我真的真的退步了。。。眼看身边的朋友都在往上爬，
而我呢？好像一直在往下滑。。。自甘堕落。。。。
先甜后苦的滋味并不好受。。。现在一直在享受，玩，
每天只懂得吃，喝，玩，乐。。。
考试时会痛苦100倍吧。。。

我一直想改掉Last Minute的坏习惯，但每次还是拖到最后一分钟。。。
我真的需要重新出发了，
第一件要做的事情是整理好情绪，别再沉迷于Facebook 和 上网了。。。
想要达到一个目标，就要牺牲，少玩一些算什么呢。。。
不可让我自己后悔。。。决不！！！

其他事情就听天由命吧。。。
实际点，努力做些有结果的东西好过浪费时间在一些未知数。。。